Something Bigger Than Me: A Founder's Reflection - Dez Only

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What happens when something that started as a small gathering in your home grows into a community that thousands of people depend on? In this special solo episode of the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast, founder and spiritual director Teopixqui Dez takes a moment away from his daily work to reflect on the church's growth, the challenges of leadership, and the extraordinary community that has emerged over the past two and a half years. While preparing sacramental mushroom chocolates, Dez recalls sitting alone in the church's unfinished new location, surrounded by exposed wires, damaged walls, and an overwhelming amount of work. What began with just two people attending the first sermon had grown into something far bigger than he ever imagined. Faced with the responsibility of keeping that community alive, Dez made a promise to himself: If they could make it through the first three months in their new home, they could make it work. Now, at the end of those three months, Dez reflects on a congregation of approximately 3,200 people, the volunteers who helped transform an empty building into a sanctuary, and the lives he's watched change through connection, spiritual exploration, and mutual support. He also shares why building this church in Colorado Springs matters so deeply to him, how the memory of Harry continues to inspire his work, and why he believes a church should exist to serve its people rather than elevate its leader. This isn't simply a celebration of a growing congregation. It's a reminder that the Colorado Psychedelic Church was never meant to be about one person—or even about psychedelics alone. It's about building a place where people can find belonging, strength, and hope together. Topics Covered This recording includes an opening timestamp but no additional time markers, so topics are presented in sequence. 00:01 — A Moment of Reflection Dez shares how an ordinary afternoon preparing sacramental chocolates prompted him to look back on the church's journey. Alone in an Unfinished Sanctuary Remembering the night he sat in the church's new building, overwhelmed by the work ahead and the responsibility of sustaining a growing congregation. From Two People to Thousands How the church grew from small gatherings in Dez's home into a community of approximately 3,200 people. The Three-Month Promise Why Dez challenged himself to get through the first three months in the new location—and what reaching that milestone means to him. Why Colorado Springs? Dez explains his commitment to building a welcoming spiritual community in a city he loves, despite its conservative reputation. Carrying Harry's Torch How the memory and encouragement of Harry continue to shape Dez's sense of purpose and responsibility. More Than Mushrooms Why Dez believes the church's greatest strength isn't its psychedelic sacraments, but the relationships, support, and personal growth made possible through community. A Church That Belongs to Its People Rejecting the idea of spirituality built around a single leader and emphasizing the responsibility and power of every congregant. An Invitation to Belong Dez closes by inviting listeners, whether longtime members or curious newcomers, to experience the community for themselves. About the Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a community centered on healing, connection, PACK Life, personal growth, and the intentional use of psychedelic sacraments. Through sermons, education, community gatherings, and shared revelry, the church creates space to explore spirituality, build authentic relationships, and grow together. You don't have to use psychedelics to belong. Contact Us Learn more at: ColoradoPsychedelicChurch.com Colorado Psychedelic Church 5028 North Academy Boulevard Colorado Springs, CO 80918

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